if you think i’m ugly now you should have seen me in 2009

(Source: encourage, via hate)

I hate missing little things a person used to do and say and I hate still being able to create their voice in my head saying things that I would die to hear but instead will die over it never happening

"How to kill someone;
Hold their hand and then never touch their skin again,
See them nearly everyday and pretend they don’t exist,
Act like everything you ever said to them was a lie."